Category Archives: Lourdes Bernabe

[Review & Giveaway] All Of Her Men by Lourdes Bernabe

All Of Her Men by Lourdes Bernabe

Releasing October 1st


18 + Due to Strong Sexual Content, Extreme Violence, and Drug Use

Jolene is no ordinary woman. She’s young, vivacious, and oh so dangerous. Burdened by her uncontrollable urges, Jolene struggles to live with a sexual dysfunction so harsh it consumes her entirely. 

But when she starts receiving strange letters she suspects the worst. Someone saw her in a compromising situation. But what did they see? And what do they want? And how the hell did they find her?

Buy Links:


My Review: 

4.3 Star Review – All Of Her Men

I recommend this book.

I enjoyed this book by Lourdes.  This book includes passion, heartache, murder and a kidnapping.

Jolene is forced to do evil deeds that she tried desperately to suppress.  When she can’t suppress them she needs to spend a lot of time primping, getting her makeup, outfit, hair, and shoes just right to be noticed immediately but forgotten just as quickly.

She is going out to hunt.  To hunt what you ask? A man is what she will hunt.  She needs to kill while she is having an orgasm to suppress her dark side.  For this particular hunt she has chosen Paul.  Little does he know he might leave the bar with the prettiest girl but really one he shouldn’t have picked up in the first place!  He thinks he can take her to the beach and show her off to his friends.  Too bad he doesn’t get the chance.       

Only when her sexual appetite and a killing are performed together does it feed the darkness inside her.  Since she brings a kill kit with her to every kill she always cleans up swiftly.  The killings don’t just involve the kill you have to get rid of the body.  She carries a meat cleaver for breaking down the body easily.  She has many ways of disposing of the bodies.  Which way will she pick for Paul? 

In reality she has been killing for over 20 years.  Her first kill was a girl while on a field trip with the school.  They were both 6 years old.  The girl would not stop yapping and being a bully to the other kids.  So Jolene snapped her neck. 
She learned throughout her years that if she killed during sex she quelled the thirst that consumed her.  After every kill there is a calm that comes over Jolene that she loves. 

She has a boyfriend but does not consider all the sexual killing that she does as cheating.  Since she does not love those men she can have sex and kill them without cheating.  She does love her boyfriend so he is safe from being killed so far.

The only problem is with this last kill is someone saw and is now leaving creepy notes on her door.    Black paper notes with weird messages on them.   Who could be leaving the note and are they friend or foe?  When she gets a dated note and a knife she thinks she has an admirer.

At a gentlemen’s club one night she meets Bill a well-dressed man who sometimes scares her and other times her dark side wants her to sleep with him and kill him.  What will she do?  Is Bill so special that he gets to live?  Or will she listen to her dark side that wants her to bed him and kill him?

After a weird incident with her best friend and two guys at a spa she now has thoughts of killing her best friend.  She starts avoiding her but when that does not work what will she do?  Can she really kill her best friend?

Someone else in the town is killing good looking men and it’s all over the news.  Who could it be and how can she stop them from killing her men?  As the killings get closer to her area will they kill someone she knows or cares about?

Just to let you know this book has a “to be continued…..” ending so look for the second book.

The darkness that surrounds Jolene is explosive.  The killings don’t go into a lot of gory details. You feel at times in the book that Jolene’s mind is confused and it makes the reader confused.  I almost thought she was dreaming at certain parts when she was not.  You almost wonder how the hell she was able to kill the first girl by breaking her neck.  Had a hard time believing that could happen.  But you never know right? I still found the book to be a good read.


  Contact Info for Lourdes Bernabe

 About Lourdes:

I am a 25 year old first time author from New Jersey. I currently reside in New Jersey where I have lived and worked all of my life. I have always been passionate about reading but only recently discovered that I wanted to try my hand at writing. Working most of my adult life bar tending in New Jersey’s Strip Clubs, I decided to take a chance, leaving that world behind to pursue a literary career. I am currently working on my second book due for release later this year.

Connect with Lourdes  Twitter | Facebook | Goodreads | Facebook AllOfHerMen 


Lying down on the bed, I ignored Eric and slowly started to rub my clitoris. I kept my eyes on the threesome on screen. The bud helped to get things moving and I wanted Eric to join me. “Baby come eat my pussy,” I whispered over to him. He got up from the bed and come over to my side but he held something in his hand. As he came closer it gleamed and shock ran through me. It was a knife.

It wasn’t my usual knife but it was THE knife. The one I received just recently. “Jolene, what is this?” he asked.

What could I say? I didn’t have an answer that would satisfy his question. I felt clueless as to how to respond. I was panic stricken and I wondered how much of it he was able to pick up on. I pulled myself up to a sitting position on the bed and quickly grabbed it from his hand.

“How did you find this?” I asked wielding the knife. The sharp edge of the knife glimmered in his direction. I was stalling, unsure of my next move.

“I was looking for a movie in your bookshelf. I saw a box and opened it. Why the fuck do you have this? When did you get it?” Confusion contorted his facial features. His thoughts began to settle and I saw fear. And that fear tormented me. The last thing I ever wanted was for Eric to be afraid of me. I enjoyed toying with him sexually, yes. But I could never hurt Eric in any way.

“We’ll talk about this later,” I dismissed his questions. I knew what I had to do.

I laid back down into the bed slowly. I opened my legs as I stared directly into Eric’s eyes. With knife in hand, I pointed at my pussy. Bringing the knife down gently, I carefully nicked the black thong and it flung open to reveal just how aroused I had become.

“Eat my pussy,” I repeated. However, this time, it was a command.

Eric’s eyebrow popped up and his neck twisted to the side as if he’d taken offense to my words. His green eyes shot back and forth between my face and my pussy. Still confused about the knife, I could see the questions mounting on his face. But still, none of that was enough to stop the blood rushing to his dick. He climbed into the bed and put his face directly in front of my open legs. He stopped to enjoy the scenery for a moment or two and then dove right in.

Dear Jesus. I laid back to enjoy the view of Eric devouring me in the form of The Last Supper. His passion to serve me was unquestionable. The ruffled hair atop his head was all I could see as his face was lost in the world between my thighs. My palm squeezed the all powerful knife in my right hand and the surge of carnal bliss threw me into a state of pleasurable despair. I needed more and I couldn’t wait. I tapped the tip of the blade on Eric’s head motioning for him to come up.

Eric pulled his weight forward. His face came up to meet mine and then he grabbed my head with a powerful grip and forced his mouth onto mine. I could taste myself on his tongue. Delicious. Still I wanted more. I shifted down a bit and shoved his hips into mine. I was lost in carnal bliss.

The sounds of heavy breathing were the only sounds escaping from Eric’s mouth. Still, Blondie continued to suck those cocks on screen. They put her to work. Hopefully, Eric wouldn’t take note of the movie’s slight distraction. His thrusts slowly increased in speed and pressure. I was almost there. Mandingo continued to fuck Blondie viciously while Eric continued to pound away at me. I squeezed the knife once more.

My thoughts began to take a starker turn. The knife was right here, nestled in my firm grasp. Brand new, having never been used; I felt it calling upon me. Using the knife on Eric right here would make the perfect maiden voyage for such a beautifully crafted knife? My own thoughts bewildered me. I knew I didn’t want to kill Eric. Yet, suddenly I felt as if I had to.

My instincts were comparable to that of a praying mantis. There were certainly times when I could withhold myself from killing an innocent partner. I’d hoped that part of me, the part that didn’t need to kill, would show up and save me from my own self. But I could feel myself coming. “Harder baby!” I screamed. Containment was no longer a possibility. My eyes squeezed shut and my neck curled back. The knife in my hand came up and sliced across Eric’s neck as my body convulsed in harsh waves of pleasure.

Then I felt the quiet. Everything stood still as I regained control of my breathing. Moments passed by before my eyes fluttered open to see that I had not indeed killed my precious Eric. I’d wanted to. But I hadn’t. Thank God. My imagination had simply gone too far. Better it be my imagination than my actions.

Eric disengaged and I remained in the same position for a while longer. I couldn’t move. I could have moved had I tried, I simply lacked the motivation to do so. I just wanted to be. Droopy lids shaded half my eyes as I stared into the ceiling while both my body and mind recovered from the aftershocks of a pulsating orgasm. I rested blissfully for a few short moments and then I shot up out of bed like a canon.


a Rafflecopter giveaway


Filed under 2013, blurb, Lourdes Bernabe, October, Review